My oh so sensitive husband asked me last night why my belly is bigger than Tianna's and Angella's
even though they happen to be farther along than I am.
Now, I realise he wasn't trying to be insensitive, it's a perfectly good question. Especially since in both my other pregnancies I was the type of person that was late showing and quite small up until her last month or so. The people I worked with didn't even know I was expecting when I quit work at eight months. True story. This is new territory for me; growing so fast so early. I am very excited about all of this and I haven't gained any weight yet but I am definitely showing a bump. Yet, I can't help but feel like the fat one now. Especially since I've struggled with my body image my whole entire life. I've never been fat or overweight just always felt like I was.
I almost expected the ultrasound tech to tell me I was having twins. But, I'm not. I'm just feeling like this is going to be a big one.
At least I get to share this experience with two of my closest friends. Even if it is a bit hard for me.